♥ Litt[L]E^StaR ♥

Of letting him go..

2011-12-06T20:10:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog...Tolong beritahu drama apakah yang jadi dalam hidup aku? Silap aku kah semua ni berlaku? Kenapa terlalu sedih kisah aku dan Mr.Awesome berakhir... Kuatkah aku nak melalui hari yang mendatang? Aku masih tak dapat terima hakikat. Semua jadi terlalu pantas tak sempat hati aku nak telan satu satu kesedihan setiap hari. Kalau lah Mr. Awesome korbankan cinta nya atas dasar kasihankan pihak

Kenapa kena kerja?

2011-10-31T22:06:00.002+08:00

Kenapa kena kerja? Sedangkan semut pun perlu kerja. Kenapa tak duit tu ada je dalam bank, dan kerja aku hanya ber-shopping ber-spa berehat travelling dan berfoya..bagusnya kalau hidup semudah itu kan.Hari ni aku sangat demotivated. Hati ni memberontak tak nak pergi kerja. Hari ni lagu tema adalah Bruno Mars "The Lazy Song" . Sebenarnya aku tak suka guna perkataan Lazy,malas, demotivated, sebab

Don't you remember

2011-10-05T21:28:00.003+08:00

Don't you remember?The day we first met and the day we last met, all the times we laughed together, all the times we smiled and playfully fought. All those days spent by your side,and how even if we fought we'd always make up. Don't you remember?how you said you'd always love me and always be by my side?Cause I do...but apparently you don't...

This idea

2011-09-25T19:35:00.003+08:00

Tiba tiba I had this idea to make a manga based on a true story of mine. I am no artist, but photoshop will do. Tengok lah macam mana. But I really wanted to since few years back my life is mostly drama. lol. If I were to do it, I will do it in Japanese manga way~ hehe. sounds interesting.

on positive note

2011-09-17T20:15:00.003+08:00

God has plans for me. I just know it, I feel it. He will never put me through anything I can’t handle. Everything is a lesson. What doesn’t kill me only makes me stronger. Time will heal. Everything is a working progress. I’ll take things day by day. Take up every opportunity I am handed. Appreciate everyone who deserves to be appreciated. Be thankful for what I have in my life. On a positive

Random Conversation

2011-09-12T11:14:00.004+08:00

Lokasi: dalam kereta nak pergi berayaMom: ***** ada contact kau lagi? Me: takde. (ringkas gila jawapan. menandakan aku tak berminat nak elaborate)Mom: Yang budak ***** dah habis belajar?Me: Ntah la. Lama dah tak contact.Mom: ***** dengan doctor tu lagi ke?Me: Doctor mane pulak mak? oh! tu lama dah putus dah. Tak tau sekarang dengan siapa. Semua orang dah kerja, masing2 hal sendiri orang taktau

Can you stand me

2011-09-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

Hari ni semua benda tak kena. Patut nya aku jumpa Yob,Arep dengan Rie chan. Tapi sebab mood aku menggila hari ni, aku dah cancel kan. Ok, janji kul 2, aku sampai kul 2 suku. Aku ingat aku lambat sangat dah, rupanya awal. Yob still di rumah, takde transport. Arep still kat shah alam n paling best Rie belum bangun tidur. Terbaik. Selalu aku boleh sabar, tapi hari ni aku memang panas. 3 jam aku

Successful Career Woman

2011-09-05T20:58:00.004+08:00

Is my own Boss. I can't help but so damn impressed with her and how she deals with her works. I never seen her angry or mengamok etc (maybe belum lagi la kot) but people are afraid of her,man. She's always smile during meeting which made me calm a bit during the first department meeting I went. And she's always fed me with advice to keep me going and inspiring thoughts every time I met her. But

Innocent kid

2011-08-28T23:08:00.008+08:00

I still remember some of my innocent thoughts and wishes during my childhood. Thinking about that make me realize how kids of 6 years and below have in their mind was not like what we adult thought they'd ever think. Or was it just me? 1. The most vivid thought I had was about how I saw my grandmother. The most beautiful woman in this world was my grandmother. This was so sincerely truly came

Home sweet home

2011-08-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

Of all the place in this world, home is always the best. Don't you agree? Home is a happiness. To see the faces of your loved one is happiness. Masa aku informed my mom pasal job yang aku dapat kat AirAsia, the next response after 'tahniah' was, 'jauh lagi Nurul pergi'. I said, 'Mom, it's only Sepang la, bukan Penang n bukan nya macam matrix Kuala Pilah ke. Sejam je sampai Melaka. Every two weeks

Selamat Hari Raya

2011-08-26T09:35:00.002+08:00

Ho yeah! hari ni hari last kerja before cuti Raya. Thanks Shaku sebab approve cuti walaupun inflight memang akan banyak kerja time raya aku rasa~! I love u lah! XD Hepiii---- Dikesempatan ini saya izyana azis ingin mengucapkan salam aidilfitri kepada semua. maaf zahir batin. halal kan makan minum. Bawa kereta berhati hati di jalan raya. Jangan menggantikan kegembiraan dengan tragedi. Tak payah

Raya without my sis

2011-08-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

How does it feels raya without you. As far as I can remember we always fought during fasting month and we'll make up during Raya. I wonder how it would turn for this year. I just couldn't think that it will happen again. Perhaps this time we won't be together anymore. The first sign was obvious. We don't wish tanabata anymore this year. Our own private festival we used to celebrate together. I

Things on my mind right now

2011-08-21T21:18:00.003+08:00

5. Rumah sewa belum boleh masuk lagi. Kena tumpang rumah cousin at least until the end of Ramadhan. Not a problem for me since kitorang memang rapat. But the thing is rumahnya kat Bangi. Jauh nak gi Sepang + tol tak boleh tahan. ~_~ 4. Baju raya tak beli lagi. Same goes with kuih raya. Macam takde feel sangat je nak raya. Mana mood raya ni~! 3. Module untuk flight crew training masih dalam

Talking to a stranger

2011-08-18T19:57:00.004+08:00

Tadi aku gi fetch Rie kat KLIA. Since aku dah kerja dekat dengan KLIA, so aku gi la jumpa Rie kejap kat sana. Oh lupa. siapa Rie ye? Rie is my good friend in USM. Exchange student. Tapi dia dah habis dah study kat Malaysia ni. Just datang sini balik nak jumpa kawan-kawan dan kekasih hati. huhu. The flight was supposed to be arrived at 5.55pm but it was already 6.15pm, still not came. Risau.

pelik

2011-08-15T21:01:00.004+08:00

Dear you,I really do miss you so much every time you mention about our stories. Because I loved the way you treated me. And you were such a baby. merajuk mengalahkan perempuan. geram. hahaha. but those time dah berlalu. Glad we're still friends up till now and we can still reminisce everything without any of us getting offended or hurt. As far as I remember, we never be friends before we were

Cinta

2011-08-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

cinta cinta cinta. takde benda lain ke nak cerita kat blog ni eh. Pastu balik balik mengenang benda yang lepas. Kau cakap kau dah move on, lepas tu next post kau meroyan balik. apa kejadah nya ntah. putar belit alam betul. Tapi nak buat macam mana. Gua memang tak pernah yang stabil. Tadi aku terbaca kisah cinta seorang adik ni kat facebook dia. Umur baru setahun jagung. Spender pn mak yang

Tentang kita

2011-08-07T08:59:00.003+08:00

I’ve been asking myself why everything happened. So many reasons to blame myself for this tremendous casualty that broke my relationship with you. Beads of tears roll incessantly from my eyes. I want you back but I can no longer afford committing another mistake. So I painfully imagine everything we had shared- laugh, stories, tears etc. I dreamed of you. I guess it is enough to suffice my

Inception

2011-08-06T09:16:00.002+08:00

Aku bukan nak cerita pasal that movie yang meletup2 kt wayang sampai salary Leonardo Di Caprio exceed more than Johnny Depp/Angelina Jolie/Adam Sandler tu. Bukan bukan bukan. Last night I had this one very meaningful dream. Ok sebelum tu, aku memang suka analyse mimpi aku hari hari. Coz it is fun to think that you have another life in dreams. What I mean is usually I am totally a different person

see observe evaluate

2011-08-04T23:45:00.004+08:00

Today is the forth day of me being an Allstar. (note: Allstar is what they called for AirAsia and AirAsia X family). Everything is so fast with AAX. On the second day, I already had been given a special project regarding food safety and food handling. Today I followed Sutha to the weekly meeting with LSGB (our caterer). Because I will deal with them most of the time, so I need to introduce myself

1st day with AAX

2011-08-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hari ni akan jadi hari bersejarah dalam hidup aku. Hari first aku kerja dengan AirAsia X. Even now, aku masih rasa tak percaya yang aku kerja dengan AAX. Things happen so fast. Aku yakin doaku di Mekah dimakbulkan Allah. Aku yakin Allah bagi aku career yang aku deserve. Hari aku masuk kerja adalah hari pertama Ramadhan..Semoga berkat kerja aku kt AAX. This friday Mr.X keluar.. Mr.X adelah kereta

Full of spirit!

2011-07-31T18:55:00.006+08:00

I had my name printed on a million dollar AAX airbus. Now, i want my name to be printed as one of most important person of AAX itself.It is not one called greedy. This is what I called a DREAM.I will turn my dream into reality once again.Dream the impossible, Believe the unbelievable, And never take no for an answer. - Boss-From raw diamond to a sparkling gem, that is what I will become.Mr.Azran,

Life is full of surprises

2011-07-30T18:25:00.005+08:00

3rd July 2011 : Went to JAPAN 26th July 2011: Apply job with AirAsiaX29th July 2011: Went for the interview1st August 2011: Start working!Wow!! like WOW! Dreams really do come true, don't you think? AirAsia? What a great place to begin my career. I always wanted to work with Japanese company or any company that I'd have a chance working there. Working with AirAsia, are you kidding me? It is a

don't push me

2011-06-17T15:43:00.004+08:00

If you expect something I can't give,then don't blame me not getting that ok.If you can't stand me, then just leave. Because someday you will regret not leaving.jangan buat aku serba salah. Keep on pushing me, you're just pushin' me away from you.

Dream come true

2011-06-15T02:14:00.004+08:00

You know, I really don't expect anything for 2011... Dah nak masuk bulan 7 dah pun, tapi aku tak tahu apa yang aku buat for the past 6 month.. macam waste macam tu aje.. Yeah, I did hang out with my bffs and did all the celebration and holiday with my family, it's our tradition though. Compare dengan tahun lepas, tahun lepas sangatlah awesome. So many surprises and so many amazing things happened

DAY TEN - 10 FINAL WORDS

2011-06-15T02:12:00.001+08:00

I don't have 10 final words, i have millions of final words, so i skip this one. so, done ><

DAY NINE - 10 WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART.

2011-06-13T13:45:00.001+08:00

1. BE A GENTLEMAN2. BE MY BEST FRIEND3. BE SOMEONE I CAN DEPEND AND RELY ON4. BE PATIENT WITH ME 5. SHOP TOGETHER WITH ME. CHOOSE MY CLOTHS AND SHOES6. LEAD ME. DON'T MAKE ME BOSSY, THOUGH I KNOW I AM.7. LOVE THE KIDS AND PETS8. REMEMBER THE IMPORTANT DAYS9. BE COOL. I DON'T LIKE HOT TEMPERED GUYS.10. BE SOMEONE I CAN DISCUSS ANYTHING WITH, COMFORTABLY. DAY 10 - FINAL 10 WORDS.

DAY EIGHT - 10 OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS.

2011-06-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

1. I NEED A DOCTOR (DR.DRE FT EMINEM) 2. AISHITERU (ZIVILLIA BAND)3. JAR OF HEARTS (CHRISTINA PERRI)4. WITH ARMS WIDE OPEN (CREED)5. MARRY YOU (BRUNO MARS)6. SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW7. YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE (ANNE MURRAY)8. HAVE YOU EVER? (BRANDY)9. JUST THE WAY YOU ARE (BRUNO MARS)10. ALL ABOUT HIM (AUBURN)DAY NINE - 10 WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART.DAY 10 - FINAL 10 WORDS.

I STILL.....BUT IT IS NOT LIKE BEFORE

2011-06-11T19:00:00.000+08:00

the intense aching i felt isn’t there anymore.i still whisper your name, though not as often as i used to. now it may be once before the day is through. i still hear your voice replaying in my mind, but it’s fading. soon, silence i will find. i still long for you, but it’s not like before. i don’t dream it as much. i still think about you and wonder how you are, but my feelings have changed and

DAY SEVEN - 10 IMPORTANT PEOPLE.

2011-06-11T18:56:00.002+08:00

1. MY MOM2. MY DAD3. MY 1ST BRO4. MY 2ND BRO5. MY YOUNGER BRO6. MY SIS' IN LAW7. NEPHEWS N NIECE8. MY GRANDMOTHER9. MY COUSINS10. MY AUNTS AND UNCLETO PUT IT SIMPLE, MY FAMILY :)DAY EIGHT - 10 OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS.DAY NINE - 10 WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART.DAY 10 - FINAL 10 WORDS.

DAY SIX - 10 THINGS YOU CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT.

2011-06-09T16:04:00.002+08:00

1. LOVED ONES2. FOODS3. INTERNET4. CAMERA5. MY EXTERNAL HARD DISK6. MY CELLPHONE7. MUSIC8. MIRROR9. MY LAPTOP10. AIRDAY SEVEN - 10 IMPORTANT PEOPLE.DAY EIGHT - 10 OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS.DAY NINE - 10 WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART.DAY 10 - FINAL 10 WORDS.

DAY FIVE - 10 WISHES.

2011-06-06T16:06:00.005+08:00

1. I WISH ALL MY LOVED ONES ARE GENUINELY HAPPY2. I WISH I WERE A BILLIONAIRE3. I WISH IT SNOWED IN MALAYSIA4. I WISH I WERE BEAUTIFUL5. I WISH I HAD MY BEST FRIEND BACK WITH NO COMPLICATED ISSUES BETWEEN US6. I WISH I KNEW WHO'S MY PRINCE CHARMING IS7. I WISH I COULD SPEAK ANIMAL LANGUAGES8. I WISH I COULD MEET GLEE CASTS, YAMAPI, ZAC EFRON, RYO NISHIKIDO, JOHNNY DEPP..9. I WISH I HAD A PRIVATE

what am i doing

2011-06-06T16:03:00.001+08:00

It's no use to deny the past. You're part of me.. You'll always be..it just hurts so much

DAY FOUR - 10 THINGS YOU WANT TO SAY TO ONE PERSON.

2011-06-05T00:26:00.002+08:00

1. YOU'RE KIND2. YOU NEVER JUDGE MY LOOKS. THOUGH THERE WERE TIME I WAS FAT, MY SKIN WAS CRITICALLY UGLY, I'VE GOT SERIOUS SUNBURN. YOU WERE SO SUPPORTIVE AND NEVER MAKE FUN OF MY UGLINESS. IT REALLY MEANT A LOT.3. YOU'RE SO GENEROUS. YOU ALWAYS PAY OUR LUNCH OR DINNER LIKE A GENTLEMAN. I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH YOU SPENT WHEN I CRAVED FOR MACARONI CHEESE AND BIG APPLE DONUT, LIKE EVERY WEEK.4. YOU

DAY THREE - 10 THINGS YOU HATE.

2011-06-04T06:57:00.003+08:00

1. WAITING2. WHEN PEOPLE TWIST UP MY WORDS3. WHEN I'M BROKE4. BEING IN THE CROWD5. BEING PUSHED6.HORROR MOVIE 7. BAD ODOR8. CHEAPSKATE9. PERVERT10. PEOPLE WHO'S NOT A GENTLEMAN .DAY FOUR - 10 THINGS YOU WANT TO SAY TO ONE PERSON.DAY FIVE - 10 WISHES.DAY SIX - 10 THINGS YOU CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT.DAY SEVEN - 10 IMPORTANT PEOPLE.DAY EIGHT - 10 OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS.DAY NINE - 10 WAYS TO WIN YOUR

DAY TWO - 10 THINGS YOU LOVE

2011-06-03T13:10:00.002+08:00

1. FAMILY2. BFFS3. PETS4. TRAVELLING5. CHEESE6. JEWELERIES 7. FASHION8. PERFUMES9. WATERFALL10. SIX PACK or SEXY ARM :P .DAY THREE - 10 THINGS YOU HATE.DAY FOUR - 10 THINGS YOU WANT TO SAY TO ONE PERSON.DAY FIVE - 10 WISHES.DAY SIX - 10 THINGS YOU CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT.DAY SEVEN - 10 IMPORTANT PEOPLE.DAY EIGHT - 10 OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS.DAY NINE - 10 WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART.DAY 10 - FINAL 10 WORDS.

Day 1 - 10 things about you

2011-06-02T13:03:00.007+08:00

I'm gonna play 10 things in 10 days from today~ so this is 10 things about me! 1. I am shy, really2. I've got my first teddy bear when I was 1 year old and I still have it.3. I play sudoku when I'm bored4. I adore pastel colors.5. I'm addicted to coffee and dark chocolate6. I think people who called their mom, ibu is adorable.7. My family is all male except me and mom.8. I used to have a cat and

close friends to...strangers?

2011-06-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

It amazes me how fast and sudden this transition can happen. One day you can be texting one another back and fourth. Kicking it all the time. Sharing memories and being so comfortable around each other. But then the next day you go from only a couple comments on Facebook here and there to hanging out once every couple of weeks.Eventually the friendship you too once shared will all poof and

its lisa again

2011-06-01T23:50:00.004+08:00

I missed you, Adam. I missed you for a while. But then I realized, I meant nothing to you.You’re an asshole and I hate you. You thought you can go and say these things after months of not speaking to me? After all we’ve been through? Your back and I see you all the time but still it seems like all we do is fight. I'm so sick of your bi polar attitude. You can't even take a fucking joke. I hate

It's Lisa

2011-05-27T04:55:00.014+08:00

Lisa wrote this to her best friend but it happened not received. I love you. The only reason Ive been so pissed off was because I can’t stand you want to settle down. I can’t process the fact that i’m going to lose you. I’ve been with you for years. We’ve been through up n downs together, U know better. You are the only person on earth can hurt me till i feel like i want to die and yet you’re the

Are u just giving up?

2011-04-30T09:12:00.004+08:00

I can't, but i have to because in every relationship there comes a pointwhen the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was,the memories can't sustain you. and you have to save yourself knowing all the whil it will hurt like hell, because you can't keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return. People change for two reasons: They either learned enough that they want to

♥ Dear Bloggie ♥

2010-04-08T02:11:00.003+08:00

Hey~ miss me? :)As I said before, I don't write my blog when I'm in good mood...So, let just assume that saya sangat happy lately...But now...Kenapa ntah rasa sunyi~samishii ---> in Japanese...Kalau nak ikotkan la, banyak sangat benda nak update kat blog ni... cerita pasal budak budak Japanese confirm la sampai 5 or 6 post. Sebulan kot dorang lepak sini. cerita pasal concert Super Junior 2nd Asia

♥ Dear Bestie ♥

2010-02-19T10:39:00.006+08:00

My dearest,I am so thankful that i have you in my life, and the fact that my close friends are very few does not upset me at all, for i have you, and having YOU makes me content and pleased…You've had more faith in me than I have ever had in myself... and I am endlessly grateful for that.Our friendship is a miracle itself.. a bless.. a strength that enables us to go on along this bumpy road

♥ Nanzan Asian Programme Part I ♥

2010-02-15T21:12:00.005+08:00

For those who didn't know a thing about this, well I have been chosen by Soeda Sensei (my japanese language teacher) to join NAP with 22 Japanese students from Nanzan University,Japan. Isn't it great? This is going to be fun! I'm so happy and so grateful to have such opportunity! If you know me well enough then you should know why I'm so excited to join this program. Actually this is the 10th

♥ Hey, I take back my words..LOL ♥

2010-02-11T17:28:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys!!!!!!!!!!!! How are you doing? I miss my Little StaR badly~ so I guess, I have to take back my words from the previous post..hehhh.. :P He's nothing to me...reallyHe’s mine but not really.I don’t really have him.So I can’t really lose him.But I guess that’s how we are.I have him. He has me.But then again.There’s no ‘us’ really?The hours that once felt so long,seem to travel in a matter

♥ IDK ♥

2009-12-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

People who suffer the most are those who dont know what they want...and that's me

♥ LIFE is not a chili sauce ♥

2009-12-04T11:10:00.008+08:00

Life has taught my one thing if i could just compose it in a sentence. you can never write life.nor edit it. nor rewrite it. nor delete it.cruel it may seems. i've written so many paragraphs of what i thought life would turn out to be. i've written what it thought would happen and what i thought who turn out to be. those were nothing out of the extraordinary. just simple expectations. but somehow

TAGGED II

2009-11-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

TANDA1-tanda kamu badmoodStatus FB n YM yang merapu22-tanda kamu marahCarut dlm hati. hahaha3-tanda kamu merasa pelikbile aku ckp "apekah?"4-Tanda2 kamu malubile aku tukar topik len tetibe. xnk tambah malu5-tanda2 kamu sedang cemburuAku cakap nyakitkan hati kat orang tu( slalu tak perasan, til aku fikir balik ape aku cakap)6-tanda2 kamu sedang sedihdengar lagu MCR kuat27-tanda2 kamu gembirahuha

TAGGED

2009-11-16T23:45:00.004+08:00

Nah ayu, aku jawab tag ko~~Y O U ... C A N ... O N L Y ... T Y P E ......O N E ... W O R D !N O ... E X P L A N A T I O N S !1. Yourself: cute...hahahaa perasan---oppss! ok2 one word, no explanation ;P2. Your boyfriend : who?3. Your hair: Purple?4. Your Mother: Supportive5. Your Father: Cool6. Your Favorite Item: Ya-humairaa7. Your dream last night: Nightmare8. Your Dream Home: Japan9. The Room

♥ Left unspoken ♥

2009-11-13T16:01:00.008+08:00

"Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: “What! You too? I thought I was the only one." -Anonymous-I miss that momentSorry had never been the hardest word for me. But I'm not sorry for what I thought I did was right. I'm not saying sorry just to please you so that we can make up because I've raise a white flag. I'm not sorry to ease you and let you think what I did was

♥ Me being me♥

2009-11-13T01:30:00.010+08:00

Finally, I can start to breathe again and my heart can start to beat normally,no more excessive caffeine..Things had been too hectic that I forgot to breathe a few times. People die when they have insufficient oxygen in their lungs you know. Luckily I'm alive. But then again, having free time and too much oxygen doesn't even save me from misery. Sometimes I just don't know myself anymore. I don't

Tah pape

2009-11-11T19:57:00.004+08:00

Hi semua!!Jangan risau aku dah kembali normal. hehe~(senanye xla normal mane, tapi aku sangat malas nak pk n layan). Pegi la mam*** -->kan dahAnyway, tadi habis sudah 1 lagi paper. Nak aku cerita ke pasal exam? X payah aa ek. Wat dosa je ttbe kalo aku tambah lg makian dan cacian kat cni. Ni nak ngumpat jap (same je buat dosa) .huhuhu. Nak dengar x? Kalau xnak sile la blah...aku bercerita kat

♥ daijyobu ka na.. ♥

2009-11-11T19:06:00.005+08:00

さきにごめんな。。エーモです。。＝（テスト　は　ほんとに　むずかしい　だから。でも、いま　は　だいじょうぶです。。も　いいあきらめない　って。。さあ～～　いま　わからない。。しょうがない　な、あたし。。ざんねですよ～

What?!

2009-11-07T19:44:00.024+08:00

@^%^*&^%$^**(&^%^&^(&%$%#$@$#@%$%#%@$!!!Does this explain what exactly I'm feeling now?No?Okay then, let me CLEAR things upI FEEL LIKE CRAP!You know? like someone just stab your heart a zillion timesand you're like a dumb ass statue, can do nothing about it.Useless.Hopeless.Emotionless.And every LESS matters you can ever think about.Yeah that crap kind of feeling.What's wrong with my hormones!!

♥ 1 paper dah habis ♥

2009-11-02T21:08:00.007+08:00

Mari berkomplain...Tadi tamat sudah paper Food Packaging yang agak menyakitkan hati. Macam biasalah lepas ni lecturer pun terpaksa menelaah segala kekreatifan rapuan aku atas paper tu. Sangat kreatif dan inovatif wa cakap lu. Kau pun tak mampu nak buat ok. Hahaha. Sorry Dr.!! Tu je yang saya mampu~ Kalau ade anugerah memutar belit ayat, menunggang terbalikkan fakta dalam exam, aku lah salah

♥ YOSH!!! ♥

2009-11-01T09:49:00.008+08:00

あした　は　テスト　です。。がんばって　ね　ヤナ　ちゃん！あなた　は　できない　じゃない！！あなたの　こと　しんじる。。。ゆめを　おぼえてます。　ぜったい　に　わすれない　だ　ねTranslationExam will start tomorrowAll the best Yana...You can do it, have faith in yourselfYou have dreams, don't ever forget about itP.s- This is not a direct translate

♥ Merepek ♥

2009-10-30T02:02:00.018+08:00

Maafkan aku Mr.Blogbukan niat aku nak meng-abandon kau dengan sekian lame nya.Tapi memang aku punya banyak kerja mengalahkan student Ph.DHidup aku sekarang dah takde beza dengan Einstein mase die sebaya aku. :-SMemang banyak benda aku nak tulisTAPI haruslah faham, masa aku di devoted kan untuk kerja kerja kerja studi studi studi.Bila laaa agaknya nak berakhir hidop yang cukup tak normal ni....

♥ daisuki na kimochi ♥

2009-10-20T20:13:00.004+08:00

Meaning: feeling that I like..Something good happened to meIt's a lil bit complicatedIt's confusingIt is totally crazybut it gave me a nice feelinga sense of happiness...Is it you? ...P.s: Oh my! I'm totally out of my mind.

♥ Freaking Post ♥

2009-10-11T04:01:00.011+08:00

Ok. This is what happen when the freaking mood for blogging is suddenly there. Every time I post something I would be saying the same shit, "been busy" "not in the mood to blog" "internet probs" blah blah blah...Now I'm going to rant in this freaking morning until I'm freaking ngantuk. hahaha!! and hell yeah, I'm freaking insomniaOn freaking friday I had this freaking Food Sensory Test. I had

♥ Dear You ♥

2009-10-05T18:44:00.003+08:00

Dear Nexus, thank you for always listening no matter how silly I sounded. If I can go back in time, the first thing I want to fix is our relationship.Dear friend of my friend that has been one of my good friend , even that can make you happy, I indeed so not agree with your action. Too bad I have to pretend to be happy in front of you.Dear N , as much as I want you to rot for how you're treating

♥ Confusion ♥

2009-09-16T02:52:00.000+08:00

In love?again?perhaps...well, maybe no...yes? no...no? yes...No definite answer thoughask me what happen to the wall...has transformed into JELLYOh God~

♥ ポニョ(Ponyo) ♥

2009-09-05T11:21:00.003+08:00

This was the song taught by the japanese students to us~Nozomi Ohashi is super kawaii!!By the way, ポニョis a song from a very famous cartoon in Japan "Ponyo on The Cliff By The Sea" (2008). Have you watched "My neighbor Totoro?". I was being informed that the movie director is the same person.The song is very catchy, makes me "unconsciously" remember the lyrics...lol!!

♥ KHUTBAH NABI MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN ♥

2009-09-05T03:17:00.001+08:00

"Wahai manusia, sesungguhnya kamu akan dinaungi oleh bulan yang senantiasa besar lagi penuh keberkahan, yaitu bulan yang di dalamnya ada suatu malam yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan; bulan yang Allah telah menjadikan puasanya suatu fardhu, dan qiyam di malam harinya suatu tathawwu'." "Barangsiapa mendekatkan diri kepada Allah dengan suatu pekerjaan kebajikan di dalamnya, samalah dia dengan

♥ Sayonara Minna ♥

2009-08-31T14:06:00.009+08:00

So today is the last day spent with YCU students ( Yokohama City University). We sent them to Bayan Lepas to say our goodbye...Seriously I felt so sad as if I have known them for long...I felt like crying when I saw miki cried...There were 8 girls (Sayuri, Mai, Saori, Miho, Takako, Ai, Minami and Miki) and 3 boys (Hiro, Yuuki and Tomoya). I was so extreamly damn excited to meet them and to have

♥ Mixed emotion ♥

2009-08-31T04:02:00.005+08:00

There were times i felt like to stab my heart for I can't bear the pain it gave. It's a bit exaggerating but I always felt that way. And sometimes when I said "Everything is fine." I was just deceiving myself. Feeling so useless like I can never move on. Always cycling in this merry go round. I actually admire people who have such a vast capability to not care. They seem to be able to sustain

♥ New Friends ♥

2009-08-27T23:47:00.007+08:00

The malaysian and japanese studentsSayuri, Me, and Miho ( I get along very well with this two japanese)Miho and meSayuri and meLet the pictures tell the story for now... I'm so tired to write. Will be updated later... :)

♥ Name ♥

2009-08-26T18:29:00.005+08:00

I'm getting all excited to welcome the Japanese students, especially Sayuri the one who will be staying with me for two days. Am asked to give her a Malay name...what would it be, ya? Any idea?

♥ Jangan Kau Lepas ♥

2009-08-26T12:05:00.007+08:00

Peluklah diriku dan jangan kau lepas Kau ku dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu Ku takkan pernah tertawa Ku takkan pernah bahagia Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu Bila kau tak disini Ku takkan pernah tertawa Ku takkan pernah sempurna Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu Bila kau tak disini Izinkan aku, berlutut mengharap Kau tuk kembali Izinkan aku, berharap dirimu Kembali, dan kembali, dan kembali lagi

♥ Tak tahu nak bagi tajuk apa ♥

2009-08-24T12:12:00.007+08:00

Aku baru balik dari kelas yang aku tak tahu dah tukar waktu. Sedih nye takde sape pun yang inform aku. Selalu je macam ni, bila aku bersemangat nak gi kelas, kelas xde la, tuka time la... Seminggu aku x g kelas before cuti sebab demam hari tu, banyak gile bende yang aku tinggal. Macam tak g kuliah sebulan. Kerja pulak punye la berlambak. Tapi salah aku la jugak, time cuti bersuka ria. So, lain

♥ Which hurts you the most ♥

2009-08-24T09:05:00.005+08:00

Saying something and wishing you hadn't?Or saying nothing and wishing you had?

♥ Ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadhan ♥

2009-08-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

I would like to wish all Litt[L]E^StaR readers a very happy Ramadhan al mubarak...Semoga Ramadhan kali ini membawa seribu makna dalam diri.Kepada yang kaki gossip or kaki ngumpat (ditujukan kepada diri sendiri juge),bawak bawak la puasa mulut.Tingkatkan amalan jauhkan kemungkaran,semoge kita semua dapat beramal dengan semaksima yang mungkin dalam bulan ramadhan ni. Ingat, puasa bukan menahan diri

To 16 years old me

2009-08-20T15:06:00.004+08:00

Dear 16 years old izyana...I've been trying to write this letter since last week, but keep on getting disrupted with a lot of stuff. It has been more than 5 years I haven't meet you. Wow~ quite a long time,eh? You won't have any idea how much i miss you...Too bad, that we will never meet again no matter how much I'm missing you...First of all, I know you are still frustrated with your PMR result.

Yea yea I'm updating :D

2009-08-07T01:57:00.011+08:00

Due to half (ok obviously a lie,1/10 i'd say) of my readers request for me to update Lil`Star, so I update... honey, ur request has just been approved..happy? hehehOk, i have no specific topic to rumble. My life is so damn lifeless since I came back USM, there's nothing fun enough story worth mentioning. I bet you don't want to hear how I'm being dominated by my FYP and the tons of lab reports..

♥ Long Pause ♥

2009-07-10T17:31:00.003+08:00

Little star is dying, i knowi think i've lost my passion lil by lildakara, gomenne little stari have to abandon you for a little longer...

Live Like You're Dying

2009-07-02T20:24:00.001+08:00

One of these days you’ll beunder the covers you’ll beunder the table and you’ll realizeall of your days are numbered;all of them one to one hundred.All of them millions.All of them trillions.So what are you gonna do with them all?You can not trade them in for mall.no noChorus 1:Take every moment; you know that you own them.It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you.Give me a reasonto fight

Dreams

2009-06-25T07:09:00.005+08:00

I was a little girlalone in my little worldwho dreamed of a little home for me.I played pretend between the trees,and fed my houseguests bark and leaves,and laughed in my pretty bed of green.I had a dreamThat I could fly from the highest swing.I had a dream.Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park,I asked God who I'm supposed to be.The stars smiled down on me,God answered in

2009-06-16T10:57:00.000+08:00

this blog will be hold on again until................................internet connection pulih semula~ wuuu geram je nk gune tenet yg super slow

hmm...

2009-05-28T11:51:00.004+08:00

I have no idea what i've done yesterday~ so stupid of me...Why did I unfailingly hurt people around me...What am I doing...I wish I could put into words what I really feel...But every time I do, I turn out saying unnecessary things...I guess it's because I'm losing someone dear to meI can't really deal with that...It creeps me out...I'm scared...

Mistake in fairy tales

2009-05-24T01:20:00.006+08:00

Once upon a timeSomewhere so far awayThere's a toad under a spellA princess stuck in a devil's curseA prince turned into a beastA mermaid who lost her voiceThose lived in happily ever after endingBut someone has failedThere's a mistake in the fairy talesWho said it's the most beautifulWhen in there I can't find you?You should be in every dream-come-trueIn every love the characters would shareIn

I'M BACK!!!

2009-05-23T12:27:00.003+08:00

Siyesly aku sangat rindu kat Litt[L]E^StaR. Korang pon mesti kesunyian bila aku takde kan?? (haha! perasan gile) dah sebulan lebih kot aku tinggalkan dunia cyber ni. Rumah aku takde internet la, x bleh nk buat ape. Ni aku baru apply celcom broadband beberapa hari lepas. Gile ribu-ribu email x bukak.(junk mail je pon!!). Dan banyak benda aku dah terlepas. Blog kawan2 sume banyak post aku tak baca.

♥ Happy 22 ♥

2009-04-17T00:30:00.014+08:00

So now I'm officially twenty...(cough..two) Haha I don't really like the sound of it. First and foremost, I would like to thank you for those who wishes me a happy birthday. Started from 12am in the mid night until the very end of the day. Not to forget the advance and belated wishes...The calls, non stop incoming messages, emails ,surprises, you guys really have made me feel so special on that

♥ Pre Birthday Celebration ♥

2009-04-16T23:31:00.024+08:00

Yeah I know it's quite late to update about the celebration. I've been withdrawn from the world these few weeks, immersed with my exams. It can't be help though, unlucky enough my birthday fell on those very pressure-days. Redha je lah.150409Malam tu Tim ajak aku keluar dinner. Takde apa yang pelik pun, kami selalu je keluar dinner sama2. Selalunya aku dating ngan tim je dua orang. Tapi malam tu

anybody home?

2009-04-12T02:11:00.002+08:00

lame x singgah sini~ saje nak singgah~ sian blog ni dah lame x berpenghuni...huhuhu~

♥ So they say ♥

2009-04-01T12:03:00.004+08:00

"Practice makes perfect", they said.But then they also said, "nobody's perfect".So who do we listen to?

♥ Wound ♥

2009-04-01T05:40:00.014+08:00

INTRO: When our skin wounded, the body builds up thick skin on that place. A thick skin that is stronger than the unwounded skin. When our skin wounded again and again at the same spot, the sensitivity of the skin lessen and the thick skin will inevitably thicker. It is normal that our body do its job to protect the skin, it gives up "sensitivity for strength"...Similar things happen to our

♥ Weekend Bliss ♥

2009-03-27T10:30:00.015+08:00

So it is about last weekend event, wonderful yet tiring weekend. The trip to Miami Beach was a fun one. Actually my friends and I had planned going there for quite some time but somehow it got postponed for some unavoidable circumstances. There's so many things happened,thanks God at last we managed to stick to the plan. I should have written about this earlier, right? Seems like "cerita dah basi

♥ Boys and Girls-Part III ♥

2009-03-23T08:53:00.005+08:00

Ohaiyo minna!!~So where are we? I think I strayed from the main point in my previous entry. I tried to avoid myself writing anything emotional about my past, and I ended up blabbing of nothing. Why can't I just let everything out? I might continue with part 4,5,6,7 to infinity if I keep on holding back. This is my blog and I am free to write anything, but yet why on earth still I need to

♥ Boys and Girls-Part II ♥

2009-03-22T21:32:00.022+08:00

Well, it is not really about boys and girls. Technically, it is my life that I want to blab. Kind of private. But, whatever. Just now, I received a message from a friend asking me something like "is it true that you are now in a relationship with XXXXXXX??" . I was like, what the.....(fill the blank your self) So that is how I'm "inspired" to write this post. Call me a liar when i said "tiada

♥ Boys and Girls-Part I ♥

2009-03-22T15:16:00.012+08:00

Guys, men, boys…they all mean the same to a certain extend. Then, there are some who are suitable to be, just friends with. I call them the buddy type. They shop, gossip and watch movies with you. We talk about our men with them and they would totally listen and comment accordingly. I'm sure you have some guy friends like that.It's cool to have men as your best buddies simply because they have a

♥ Sunday Spree ♥

2009-03-16T21:23:00.015+08:00

It's been a while since I went out for a girls day out. I've been busy. No. I'm broke to be exact. It is towards the end of semester, and I've got to think a hundred million times to even buy my every weekend-favorite-meal at Secret Recipe. Lately, I spent/killed most of my weekend time in my room. Study and online. Yeah, boring and stressful. But seriously, staying in the hostel and having

♥ 2nd Award ♥

2009-03-16T16:31:00.005+08:00

Actually, I've done this tag before, it was from aya (LINK). But I think I wanna do this again. Other than to kill the time, actually if you notice, this one has a muslimah girl on the batch. The one I've got from aya was a sexy girl. huhu.So here is ;Been tagged by ImaOrang yang dapat award ini perlulah menceritakan 10 fakta mengenai beliau dan senaraikan 10 orang yang akan menerima award ini.

Boikot Malaysia?

2009-03-13T17:27:00.011+08:00

While the issue of boycotting ISRAEL is still hot from the oven, there's new boycotting issue born. I believe they are the Indonesian people who hold which I call, unknown grudge to Malaysia and Malaysian people. Perhaps their ass used to be kicked out from Malaysia for being illegal immigrants or something? Ha-ha. Who knows,right. Why do they boycott Malaysia? Just click this LINK. I'm "amazed"

♥ No Big Deal ♥

2009-03-13T02:18:00.010+08:00

Here's the web : IZYANA AZISBelow is the video. It might takes some time to load. Be patientOh! by the way, credit to Amir for the idea. kes3..

♥ Street Fighters ♥

2009-03-09T02:38:00.015+08:00

Last night I went out to TGV to watch Street Fighter: Legend of Chun Li. I kept myself away from downloading the movie because I was expecting myself enjoying my favorite video game characters in action at the cinema. I was very much looking forward for this movie, and man I felt cheated. You know, I really hope that I was in the wrong hall at TGV. I doubted what movie I just saw, it wasn't

Politics? Blahblahblah

2009-03-07T15:06:00.016+08:00

I put no love sign on the title. simply because I don't love politics. To be specific, Malaysian politics for heaven's sake.So what's up with me, huh? Talking politics all in a sudden? Changing of hormones or something? As honest as I can be, I rarely talk about politics with anyone, simply because I don't feel the need to waste my time talking about it. I'm never a fan of politics but you know

♥ Little Mermaid ♥

2009-03-04T09:16:00.017+08:00

I'm not sure what happen to my soul system... I've been craving for classic and old stuffs lately...Looks like i'm no more interested in downloading any new movies (for now)... My top lists are now go fer old stuffs (like Back to the future, Jurassic Park, The 10th kingdom, Casper, Romeo and Juliet n Mary Poppins) ... Last week I searched for The Little Mermaid download link..Oh! :-o No no no,

♥ Songs ♥

2009-03-01T21:56:00.015+08:00

my interpretation of my favorite love songs... ~dub dub dub dub ♥ :x :x ♥♥ songs when u have a crush on somebody @ head over heels!! :"> ♥1) M2M - Pretty boy2) Beach Boys - Wouldn't it be nice3) MLTR - You took my heart away4) Savage Garden - I knew i love you5) Celine Dion - Have you ever been in love♥ motivational songs > being dumped ♥1) Avril Lavigne - I can do better2) My chemical romance -

♥ Woman O Woman ♥

2009-02-24T20:35:00.010+08:00

"Whatever you give a woman, she will make it greater.If you give her sperm, she will give you a baby. If you give her a house, she will give you a home. If you give her groceries, she will give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So if you give her a piece of crap, be prepared to receive a ton of shit.It's not me who

♥ SchooL of IndustriaL Tech. AnnuaL Dinner ♥

2009-02-23T00:10:00.015+08:00

So these are the piccies~ sebenarnya aku takde sel pon nak gi dinner school aku ni. Tapi bila fikir ni dinner last aku dengan budak environment tech ngn dak BPC, so aku pun join la jugak (FYI food tech is the only 4 year course in our school :-< ) ...Kali ni aku tak beriya2 pun macam dinner last time. As I said before,aku takde feeling sangat. Baju kurung kuliah je pon aku pakai...huhuhu~Me

♥ Quick Movie updates ♥

2009-02-21T16:01:00.013+08:00

Last night I went to the annual dinner of my school (not mozac, but School of Industrial Technology) at Gurney Hotel. Exiting, but personally I think it was quite dull and boring as compared to the last year's dinner. I'm not going to mumble about the ball as I haven't transfer the piccies to my laptop yet. Later (maybe), I'll do the quick updates about the night or I'll just upload the piccies

♥ Pinky LiL Star ♥

2009-02-19T22:26:00.007+08:00

Tadaa!!! I feel like fifteen again~ /blushMan, I'm totally in love with my new layout!! cute abes!! :PActually I'm still doing the trial and error of lotza codes to make Litt[L]E^StaR even preetier and I also have embeded emoticons in the post and comment column. I hope it works to all browsers. So enjoy giving me "kisses". :">See ya later~jyaa ne~/bye